A sunday and A sermon

Ok! I have admitted it. I have not gone to church in the last month and some weeks. I went to church for some accountability.  Boy! I receive it.  Through my pastor, God spoke to me. We talked about acting with the flesh also once Saved always saved. I am saved but I must say that I have NOT being serving him of his deserving. I forgot his Love for me.

I forgot his love that he showed me. Bringing me with many blessings and I am not showing the Love in return but worst my broking fellowship on God could had a bad affect on others. What had happen was I was serving him through my flesh.

When faced with certain things I could not handle temptation. Now! it is a new ball game going with the lead of Genesis 27:1-28:9.

"A good begining does not mean a successful end."
Lead me Lord...

I woke up

I woke up this morning with a new attitude and I am so ready to do what I do.  I know in my heart that I am meant for something great. With that said I woke up with a new attitude.

I woke up thinking: "Dance is Life and Life is Dance."

I woke up thinking: "Family is everything."

I woke up thinking: "He saved me for a reason."

I woke up

it hurts sometimes

when no one outside your family gets you, it hurts sometimes.

for i shall not focus on that so much. i shall focus on the purpose God has for me. i pray for direction. help me.

i WAS NOT MADE TO SIT

Today I really got some work done.  What work? Personally I had got some reading done, a quote that came across to me in my reading: "Power is discovering and nurturing your greatness, she says, "Each of us has a uniqueness that is GOD-given." -elle L.J Edmondson Bell, Ph.D. She makes sense to me, her words started off my morning in a positive light. Just like that, I jump started my work for my company and grad school. Most importantly I started off my work on me, I have had a few ideas running through my head in the last past weeks and finally I got time to seat down to shimmer it. 

It is important to shimmer....

Family is important

As I leave to go back to my hometown after a long weekend away, I took time to talk to my cousin for my see you later. In the mix of the conversation, I thought about what will it be to not have family.  I thought about the time that I was in South Africa without my family in my visual presence. 

I didn't cope well. For I was in South Africa before I knew myself, a dangerous time to be away because I could have gotten into some serious trouble.  It was the thought of my family that kept me sane....

So if I did not have my family where will I be? I will be in depression on my own; I will always think that I am alone; every problem that I have will seem like the end of the world; worst of all when I did not believe in myself there will be no one to tell me: "I believe in you."

Now he has a plan for everyone but I believe in his plan for me. He knew that to preserve my true purpose. I needed family.

When I think about it, family is important to me. At the moment I made a pet stop on my way to my hometown to see my brother.

As I write this I think of my long weekend and I needed it. What did I need? some sleep and some positive insight from some one who really seen my journey. It is keeping me going.

Here is to family

Good Morning!

For the past few days I just slept, if you ever get an opportunity to do that please do. I was feeling sorry for myself and all I really needed to do was just sleep. After my relaxation I released something. I must live life and do me. Things will come...Later on today I will be taking a class with April Berry I am so excited. There is a alot of work for me to do this week so I must concentrate. For now I am smelling the roses. really smelling them. Have a good day!

TAKE TIME TO REFLECT

I encourage you to take time to reflect. At this moment I am told that I have a lot going for me.  As I look at my life I guess to the outside eye that is true.  Why do I want more? and I am not appreciate of what I have.

Less than a year ago I wanted to be back with my family and now that I am here with them. I want more now...and more...

So what do I want alot of things but once I have it will happiness come.  That is when I took time to reflect.  After my grad school yesterday I was so encourage by all the information giving me so I slept. I really slept and now it is Sunday. I am just relaxing...reflecting on my life and future. What am I discovering today I need sleep, live in the present, and go from there.