I danced today

Today I started dancing again. I have not taking a dance class, taught dance, or performed since September.  Well I started taking dance classes again.  I always keep dancing in my head and heart because it never leaves.  I must say that I was black sliding in my dancing. I know that to keep present in dance. You must dance.  Today class was ok but I wanted more.  I wanted more creativity and I wanted more depth. I wanted more of me.  Those were the thoughts that ran through my head. As the teacher was teaching, the teacher was saying, "dance for something"

Instantly, the thought had come to my head. No matter what the dance teacher, space, or situation, I still have control to be present in me and be more creativity and depth.  Suddenly, I was dancing like me in the dance class given.  Today was a start in walking back in my destiny.

TIME

We wait on time to go pass like a thick mist.  A thick mist that seep through the both of us.  As we wait on time, we think about what was between us needs to rekindle.  Out of respect for each other's then LOVE, we remain civil between each other.  We still wait on TIME, the time that we rushed.  The rushed TIME that got us to this point creating a thick mist between us.

I cry away from you so the tears can run slowly down my face.  I hate the thick mist between us because I want to give you the world.  However, I can not so I hold resentment towards you because your best was not enough. 

We wait on time because we know that we have to split.  We split to preserve the LOVE, the Love is still there and must be preserved. 

So we wait on time to split us beacause the courage is not there so we could still be together in the future.  I look at you frequently wondering...do you hold resentment towards me too; do you still love me deeply like I love you; do you know that I love you.

"TIME SEEPS THROUGH LIKE A SERPENT. WILL YOU ALLOW IT TO BITE YOU OR WILL YOU CAPTURE IT."