evaluating myself

Recently, I got myself in a situation that I knew from the very beginning. It will end badly but I stayed in it. So I sat back and I scan my life for sin. This situation was the cause of my scattered self lately.  I allowed my situation to draw me away from God and slowly I just stopped talking to my Lord. 

"You don't have to change who you are but you have to change some of the things you do."

I recognize that my situation was drawing me away. I learned from it and now I repented and getting my relationship with the Lord.  I told my mentors (my mom and pastor)  in my life of my situation that I actually was ashamed of and I felt a weight lifted off my shoulder.

And now, I began to heal and evaluating myself. What makes me make mindless decisions?

I start fasting tomorrow.

NOT AFRAID OF GROWTH

Alot has been going on lately, it has left me lost in translation.  With that being, I took a break today so I could breath and live my life.  It has been a while since I sat down and rested.  Today is my day to sit and rest.  I have reflected alot on my needs and wants.  What are my needs and wants? well it is just like everyone else, my needs and wants sum up to: I just want PEACE.

My peace lies in my dancing,choreography, school, and all in all supporting myself.

I am not afraid of growth anymore. I am willing to go full out and if I fall. I fall but guess what I will get right back up.  This week, I perform on Wednesday Jully 20, 2011 at 7pm.

Elsie Mufuka-its me again