Sunday, July 31, 2011

evaluating myself

Recently, I got myself in a situation that I knew from the very beginning. It will end badly but I stayed in it. So I sat back and I scan my life for sin. This situation was the cause of my scattered self lately.  I allowed my situation to draw me away from God and slowly I just stopped talking to my Lord. 

"You don't have to change who you are but you have to change some of the things you do."

I recognize that my situation was drawing me away. I learned from it and now I repented and getting my relationship with the Lord.  I told my mentors (my mom and pastor)  in my life of my situation that I actually was ashamed of and I felt a weight lifted off my shoulder.

And now, I began to heal and evaluating myself. What makes me make mindless decisions?

I start fasting tomorrow.

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