I am in a transition in my life. Ok! I know that I am always in a transition but this time is different. I had left my hometown searching for something more and really be an example to my peers and the youth. The way that I did this. I moved to an unfamiliar place.
The move has been a wonderful journey. I am in graduate school. I have a job. I am a freelance dancer that already has performed in Blumenthal's Spirit Square Theatre. I just recently got a new apartment that fits me better. I move this week.
THINGS ARE HAPPEN...
Honestly, I want more. Before I left my hometown, I fell in love with this wonderful guy. I miss daily. Ok! I miss him every second of my existence. Honestly, I had some good relationships but this one relationship has really tested me to open my heart. Open my heart WIDE open.
QUESTIONS HAVE SURFACED
My question to myself. Am I really happy at the point that I am in life? My answer is that I am satisfied. But I want more. I want to have a better relationship with the lord. I want to dance more. I want my company to have a building that we could call home. I want to spend more time with the love of my life. I want to see my family more. I want to read more about everything in the world. I want to be able to go to more outings. I want to love harder.
I WANT. I WANT. I WANT.
My love will say than get busy. I can have all of these things right now. So what is blocking me to having things to a better life. I am blocking me. Oh! yes we are still at this point readers but I am acknowledging it. I am taking one step at a time. I am still growing. Will you grow with me.
QUESTION TO READERS
What is stopping you from your deepest desires?
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