An interesting start to my day, i could not sleep last night so i went to Denny's (wi-fi) YES! I sat there and ate breakfast and did alot of work. I felt productive with my life and I got ready to go to Ballet Class. I had an interesting conversation with my ballet teacher. Yes! even as dance teacher myself, i still need class. As I took my class today, I did wonder: does that nervious feeling ever go away. I am a little stable in my dance career at this point. BUT I still get nervious when I take class. Checking my alignment and all. The same things, I teach to my kids in class. Yes! for those hours during the week. The kids become my kids just for those split moments.
My mission is not to make them into professional dancers (if that is there journey, my classes will take them there) but my main purpose is molding their character for life. With the displine of dance, they learn through structure and their character becomes stronger. Today I get ready to teach at this workshop outside my town, I am the choreographer for this big production. Do I get nervious when I choreography?
Not really, it is different nerves that run through me. It is nerves of the kids after I am done. I wonder if they got my spirit of teaching. I wonder if they know that they are powerful beyond measure. That they hold the power to be GREAT really GREAT.
I accomplished alot this week. The company records stuff is almost complete and as for my grad school stuff. Right on schedule. Personal life....working on it.
As I seat in this coffee shop, I reflect on everything. In a year being back home in the states. Do I really need to prove anything to people? Really do I work hard for people? No! I trust my creator and the people will witness his work within me.
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