block

do you create blocks with in you?  i know your thinking what kind of question is that but really.  do you create blocks? defination: a block is something that you create with in yourself because of a certain thing that happen to you.  example: i have a created a block with in myself and did not even realize it. 

i use to date someone a long time ago and i loved so hard.i was loved back for a some period on time. the relationship ended badly and i did not hold any bitterness toward it. well...so i thought.  it is until i got into another relationship of some substance.  i realize that i held a BLOCK.

i was not allowing myself to love so hard.  this created a block within myself not allowing another to get too too close.  i ended that relationship and i did not know exactly why...i just knew it was not right.

what was not right...i was not healed previously....

im realizing now as another relationship is beginning to kettle...im not allowing to get deep again. ok! now its a pattern

i realize it really....so i have this block. need to get ride of it.