Friday, January 13, 2012

I SAID TIME OUT TODAY

Most of you know that I am always on facebook or blogging, I know your also wondering where I have been? Well, I have been living life and rushed it so so much. I have asked for a time out to just be with God and talk. 

Once again, I rushed life and put myself in a situation that I'm unable to justify anymore. All of this was just a harsh reality to me but not a surprise.  So, I start from the beginning.  I moved away from my hometown to chase a better life.  I am in graduate school. I work. I dance sometimes. I have a lovely person in my life.

Every since I moved to this place chasing a better life, I have been running since I got here. Back in forward so fast, I forgot the originally purpose that I moved here.  You see I have really spend the past three years on my personal growth.  Seeing if everything I do is lined up to God's glory. 

I SAID TIME OUT TODAY

I really had got far far far away from my beliefs.  You see I have been chasing a better life so fast. I forgot to stop and breath to enjoy each moment and really ask myself: Am I ok with this life?

I SAID TIME OUT TODAY

I give it to you Lord. I know that I have not been living to glorify you. I have not put you in the center of my life.  I repent lord for all my mistakes made by leading with my flesh.  In my head I justify everything knowing that I was just not living right. I have many people whom look to me asking about you. I know your real in my heart however I let my flesh take over. I know now that you have a plan for me. I should not try to plan it for you. 

TIME OUT

I answer to only you.

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