ok! i started my day off with an intense workout at GetFit around six am and headed straight to my favorite coffee shop, city java. it was here that i reflected on everything that has been going on and I got some writing down for my mentor. My mentor wanted me to write about my fears and goals in my life. I had all these thoughts in my head but writing it down this morning really put things in prospective for me. One of my fears was that I will never be loved like before....In my last post, I wrote about not being able to stop crying about him. When I wrote about one of deepest fears of never being loved like that before, I realized that it is not a fear for me anymore because I don't want to be loved like that again.
Love is unconditional
Before obviously I did not have that from him, will i stop wasting my tears on him. IN TIME...it will happen and I move on. Every day has been a new day and I am focused now on the good work that Lord is perfecting within me.
Life goes on...
UPDATE: the ATL trip was lovely. I got an inspiration from it. By the way I saw Black Nativity in ATL, you should go see it. http://www.truecolorstheatre.org/.. Kenny Leon's Theatre Company.
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