Yesterday, I watched "Dear John"....Yes Ladies! I set myself up. It got me thinking of my first love. I was balling my eyes and I could not stop crying. It was awful.
Then I started crying because I was upset that I was crying.
I thought that I was over this guy. I guess not. I was not over him. My mentor from church asked this week to write down my biggest fears. One of them was that I will never be able to love so deeply again. I should not be fear this....but I am.
I loved hard during those eight years of relationship. I did....well! right now I am at a field trip in ATL...gots go...will finish later.
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